Sunday, September 21, 2008
Clinic with Dr. W - 12/9/08
Anyhoos, I was sitting in with him for clinic on Friday. This would probably be my first full length encounter with the man apart from the hellos in the corridor and the short introduction on Monday. So we head into his consultation room, he sits down, glances at the clock and goes ‘’ Oh no, we are 5 minutes late for our first patient.”
5 minutes late....5 minutes late.......goodness....5 minutes late is NOTHING compared to the times when I’ve seen consultants waltzing in for their FIRST patient an HOUR late.
Then he goes about setting up his laptop and stuff. And begins his lecture on why he TYPES his OWN patient letters DURING the consultation so that the letters can be sent out faster instead of rotting away in a little cassette tape waiting for a secretary to return from a never ending holiday to get it typed and sent away.
Alright, so the principle behind this modus operandi is noble and laudable but seriously, if you’ve ever seen a psychiatric assessment clinic letter, they’re lengthy, you could probably get away with 2 if not 3. Ok...but to be honest this is not the reason why I was appalled by this. The reason soon became appallingly apparent during the first consultation.
Do you know those people who type with 2 fingers? Yeah...the people who are snobs who believe that stabbing at the keyboard with 2 index fingers can do the job of the ten fingers that God so graciously granted us. Well, yes, you could achieve the same, but probably at like twice to thrice the time, or for some, never. Yeah....so Dr. W isn’t exactly that bad. He types with 4 fingers.
It’s quite interesting to watch him type. Using different permutations of 4 out of the ten available. Oh yes, did I not mention that he’s a big man? Yeah....so u have this giant hunched over a fujitsu lifebook, daintily stabbing out his letters.
Most of you lot will feel my pain. It was just so infuriating watching him do that. At one point I wanted to just help him type his letters out. Unfortunately, he found good use of me which granted him more time to catch up with his typing.
Yup, I was mental state assessor of the day. I can probably memorise the MMSE forwards and backwards by now. Give me a couple more tries and probably the Addenbrooke’s Cognitive Examination as well.
Yeah..so whilst I was busy trying to get my dearly beloved gramps and grans to tell me what day, date and month it was and which island and country they were in, and getting them to repeat words after me ( yes. I admit that towards the end I was funmbling over how to pronounce hippopotamus in the ACE test), there was Dr. W happily stabbing out his letters and quizzing the bewildered relatives.
So all in all it was a good clinic. Good opportunity to revise and practice mental state assessments. As well as to realise that my carefully groomed Scottish mainland accent of 4 years doesn’t work so well on these islanders especially when it somehow has an American tinge to it and when they are native Gaelic speakers and ‘slightly’ deaf.
But believe you me, someone please give the man some typing lessons for Christmas along with the black faced Jacobs sheep that he wants for his newly acquired croft.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Road trip around the Western Isles
YEah, so bright and early on Saturday we set off for the South of Stornoway covering the Isle of Harris all the way to the southernmost tip of Levenborough. It was a really rustic and breath taking drive. I'm sure I've said this once before but I just have to say it again but the scenery in Scotland, particularly here in the open mooreland, highland and countryside is just amazing. Even the houses here are quaint, sturdy and to me an exact replica of the houses I read about from the Enid Blyton books of my childhood years.
We arrived in the little fishing town of Tarbert just before noon and had a wee walk around. Tarbert basically has nothing much accept for a ferry pier, a tourist information centre and overly priced souvenir shops. but wait! They also have.... an INFLATTABLE PUB! YEs, a most interesting sight indeed.
After Tarbert, we headed along the west coast of Isle of Harris and went to Luskentyre Beach. Yes, Thank you Dr. Welsh that suggestion was indeed superb. It was low tide when we arrived with a slight drizzle upon the beach, so basically we were greeted with a BEAUTIFUL expanse of sand decorated with little treasures of the sea such as conch shells and well polished pebbles.
After luskentrye, I decided to take over the wheel of our little ford fiesta. and believe you me.....the roads on the beyond of NOWHERE are DANGEROUS.
Not only do you have to be aware of sheep that are found just about anywhere and anywhere but you have to be aware of cars, trucks, and bloody bikers that appear just about anywhere and everywhere as well. The worse bit of it is that you have to dodge and giveway to this whole lot of 'things' whilst your on a SINGLE LANE PATHWAY that looks like a road for the better part of the way but can look just like a narrow strip of CONCRETE at certain areas. Blimey....drving down to levenborough was like tempting fate all the way down for me, a person who's so used to city driving with proper traffic lights and dual carriageways. I swear sheep are really cute, but when they decide to WALTZ across the road as and when they please or just lie in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD staring at you through the windscreen with their insolent black faces ... it just makes you want to go on a one year feast of lambchops and to wear SOLELY wool just to reduce their numbers.
yeah...so somehow i managed to get everybody to levenborough in one piece which is always good. We visit St. clements church which was in Rodel which was quite nice, except for the fact that I pulled my hamstrings climbing up these horrendously steep stepladders to the loft in the church which in retrospect was a good thing because it put me out of the role as designated driver for the rest of the day.
Levenborough is really really rustic. AKA....there is NOTHING. literally NOTHING in this town. Save for a few houses, a post office and a shop selling groceries. There is basically nothing here. For us city chicks, it was a case of " Wow....this is so 18th century." " oooh look at that wheelbarrow and the well....." and then stamping down on the accelerator and zooming off towards the 'nearest' post of civilisation.
So that was the main places we visited on Saturday.
On Sunday, we did the regions North of Stornoway.
First of were the Callanish stones.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Night shift in the Western Isle General Hospital - 11/9/08
After having done a day on psych and such as can be seen from the above entry. I decided to turn in for night shift as well seeing that I was getting fidgety after having done no major clinical management so far.
Right, so few things to clarify. In this hospital, night shift means....one SHO ( senior house officer), one junior doctor, one nurse practitioner a reduced bevy of nursing staff and just to make the mix more interesting.... One medical student.
Well, as you all know by now....Stornoway is a small town. The isle of Lewis is even smaller. And basically, on week nights...nothing much go on. But naturally, on weekends, particularly Friday and Saturday night...that when things get busy on night shift. Or at least you hope so.
So was basically on night with Chris ( the very friendly , though merrily cynical surgical SHO), Aruj the quiet FY1 and me, the appenditure for the night. Yes, mateys....medical student are on first name basis with all ranks until we encounter a consultant.
So it was basically a quiet night...lotsa query TIAs, CVAs possible intestinal obstruction due to adhesions and ....yes....we all know we’ll get one of these...bad side effect to antibiotics.....seriously. Oh yes, and septicaemia in the wee hours of the morning when all was wont of giving up on anything happening and everyone’s life history had been told round robin in the pantry of A&E.
Yeah, so basically I would say the interesting bit of my night shift would be:
1) Being on the move and on the job for 20 hours and the niggling thought that u have a clinic the following morning but can’t bear to leave in case ‘something interesting’ comes through the doors.
2) Listening to the banter amongst your seniors. Honestly, the amount of dirt and juicy morsels that gets dished out is just amazing. Never again will you be able to view a consultant in the morning without chuckling after having seen him through the reality shedding glasses of the night shift.
3) Mr. K the locum surgical consultant asking me this INFERNAL question after Chris had introduced me and said that I was interested in traumatology
*smirk*‘ Do you think you can fight with the boys?’
‘I think I can definitely hold my ground.’
‘No, you cannot only hold your ground, you have to be able to fight.’
‘Well Mr. K, if need be, I can definitely bring the guns out.’
4) Mr. K saying that when Breast Surgery is an area of surgery that women would be most suited too. Well, far enough, I don’t mind that , because I also find Breast surgery interesting. But honestly....the number of female patients I see wanting a good looking male breast surgeon managing them ....I think business would be slow, once again, for a female breast surgeon.
Yes....at this point in time...A&E in a big hospital is looking more and more enticing...but....I think my guns are still aching for a fight so will have to see what time will show.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
11/9/08 - The blood sucker
On this note, the afternoon found me being ‘invited’ to practise bleeding one of our dearly loved on the Clisham ward. Bless his soul, the man had really undetectable veins. Didn’t help that the nurse assisting was both nice and sympathetically condescending at the same time. After half an hour, working without a proper tourniquet (I had forgotten mine, and thus had to rely on the nurse as a manual tourniquet...which probably didn’t help the situation on retrospect), and minimal supply of butterflies and uncooperative veins , I finally threw in the towel whilst the nurse left to pilfer more butterflies from the neighbouring stroke unit and decided to do things against protocol. Thankfully, the man was well sedated and hopefully unaware to what we were doing to him.
Yes, so fed up with the touniquetless situation, I did the one thing that I recalled from watching ER, grabbed the largest pair of gloves and tied it around the man’s arm and starting tapping fervently on all his venous pathways as I could recall from my distant anatomy lessons. And lo and behold I find two possible sites for bleeding. And when nursie returns, he goes....’ shouldn’t the gloves be on your hands?’ I was like .....whatever, I had an extra pair anyway....
Seriously...everyone does this! And do you honestly want to continue standing here like this for another half an hour subjecting this poor man to incessant stabbings because we can’t tourniquet him properly!
Anyhoos, managed to draw blood without incident and so left the ward with the prized samples for the lab feeling utterly smug and with a sense of achievement that is probably 2 degrees below how I felt after having passed my fourth year finals.
Rural medicine tutorial with Prof
Multicoloured graph after multicoloured graph quoting figures of times for accessibility to healthcare services is really not accessible to our tired and overworked minds. I suppose some bits of it are interesting especially things like choice of destination for airlifting being determined by the amount of fuel in the air rescue helicopters.
Ah well...the long and short of it was that miraculously halfway through a particularly longwinded discussion of YET ANOTHER coloured graph I happened to get some grit flying into my eye as I was shifting around in my chair trying to get comfortable. So I asked to be excused and our dear prof just had to quip ‘ Are you alright? You know where A&E is right?’
No prof, all I need is the toilet, clean running water, and some paracetamol for my headache. And whilst I’m at it perhaps a perforated ear drum will make me blissfully deaf to another explanation of a self explanatory graph.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
First day on the wards
After a pleasant and laidback weekend getting to know my housemates and a little bit more about the island it was time to settle back into reality and start off on the wards once again.
The Western Isle General Hospital is a small hospital that serves a catchment area of the outer hebridean islands. Though small it is well equipped to provide for the general needs of the population though often it is necessary to fly some of our patients of to the mainland and Raigmore hospital in Inverness but I think we deal with our ‘problems’ quite well.
Ok so for a small hospital I’m impressed. Why?
Firstly the staff are wonderfully friendly to one and all. In general, I think Stornowaynians are a really friendly bunch. Everywhere you go, everyone you pass by you’re bound to get a hello or at least a warm smile. As we were discussing over dinner on Sunday, if we started doing this in ARI ( Aberdeen Royal Infirmary) we would more or less have earned ourselves a one way ticket to Royal Cornhill hospital just down the road. Yes, that’s our beloved and esteemed mental hospital.
Secondly, the hierarchy that distinguishes medical students from FY1, SHOs, Reg seems to be much diluted. Everyone is on first name basis. The consultants are friendly and nae so hoity toity ( at least the ones I’ve met so far). Although the medical students have undoubtedly not mustered the courage to call our consultants ‘Tim’ or ‘Allen’ and feel more comfortable with ‘Excuse me Mr Robinson...’ at least here the consultants actually remember our names and take our opinions in patient management into consideration and are patient enough to answer our queries. Nae any of that ‘ Me consultant, you insignificant bottom feeder. You must lick my boots and do everything I tell you’. This actually seems quite fantastical to me....I hope this is not just a dream. But, so far so good.
Thirdly, I think that in general, being a final year medical student in this hospital is a great booster for your confidence. And to a varying degree to your ego. For one thing the nurses are rather friendly here and are actually willing to aid the medical student. Many a traumatic occasion can I remember being so terribly peeved by a gaggle of nurses going ‘ Oh Anne, THIS medical student can’t seem to find her patient, patient notes, obs chart....blah blah blah ..’ . Well, Anne, all I can say is that if you’re not going to note on the ward board where your patient has been sent to and decide to sit on stack of notes whilst you yak about your unfortunate date on Saturday whilst the rest of the medical staff are searching for them, then you’re just going to be ‘’ THE nurse who.....” in the doctor’s room. But yes, forgetting Anne, in ARI and in most hospitals i’ve experienced, the nurses rule, and the top of the sisterhood would be the alpha female called ‘Sister’. And as a medical student, if even one of them is nice to you and helps you out with something, you praise the lord and be thankful that you might have actually done something right.
So after four years of this traipsing around the hallowed order of nursing ( okay, not all nurses are bad. I do have my nurses who are my allies on some of the wards in ARI ) I was pleasantly surprised this afternoon. In between seeing patients in clinic, my friendly SHO on the psych ward asked me to go off to the dementia ward to give 2 patients the ‘once over’ as the nurses had reported that they were experiencing spiking temperatures. Yeah, so basically I was to go over and assess them, check their obs and see if they were REALLY ill and needed immediate senior attention. So off I went. First day back on the job so could feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins. I found a nurse who brought me to the lassies and this is where I experienced the joy of being a final year medical student.
Let me clarify this distinction. Last year when I was a fourth year, I was pointed to where a patient was by some unhappy finger from the nurses station. Now, I am led to the patients bedside. Instead of having to be introduced to the patient and have consent to be seen by a student begged by someone, I just go and do what I have to do. Last year, I would be struggling to manipulate a 80 pound bloke by myself, today the nurse does it for me. Last year, I would be busy running between the medical records tray , the end of the bed for the obs chart and other bits of bobs for cannulation or whatever, today I ask a question and it sends the nurse running off to get what I request. And for once, I actually got a feeling of how it is to be the one asking the questions and seeing the uncertainty and anxiety flash across the face of the person on the receiving end.
“ Has Mrs X moved her bowels today or at all in the past few days?’’
“ Em....I wouldn’t know. I’m sorry. But I could go and check for you. Would you like the obs chart?’’
‘’ Yes please.”
(30 seconds later.....)
“Em....it says she hasn’t moved her bowels in the past week” ( panic starting to set in )
“ The past week....was this mentioned to the medical team and laxatives requested?”
“Em...no....I’m afraid we didn’t pay much attention to this.......”
“Okay...thank you , i’ll let the Reg know about this.”
Okay, to be fair this nurse was ultra nice. And it just felt good that I could carry out a nice patient management chat without being dismissed as being ‘just another medical student’.
However, I do have an inkling of a feeling that this may just be nurses in this hospital. I think I would be mauled if I tried something like this in ARI. I don’t think the conversation would actually go far. It would probably have ended with a “ You doctors should know your patients better.” Or “ I don’t know. I wasn’t on shift that day” What bollocks.
And it was also nice to be able to document your findings in the notes. And then report back to your reg. And I actually felt the pressure of growing responsibility after this encounter with the two patients. Upon returning to the doctor’s room and presenting my findings the reg was like
“ So tell me your general impression of the patients. Do you think they are really ill? Do you think I need to see them urgently or can I just wander along later on this evening?
"Goodness! That’s so unnerving! What if my examination findings were wrong or I missed something?!!! But well, I think I was kinda boosted by the earlier encounters so I just told her that I felt that although one of them might need senior review I didn’t feel that there was a requirement for any emergency intervention as yet as they were not acutely ill with florid symptoms.
I sure hope that nothing happens to those two old lasses. Oh well, I suppose I’ll know the outcome of the senior review at the ward round tomorrow. Hope that their much better and that I have not committed my first ‘professional’ misjudgement.
Monday, September 8, 2008
7/8/08 - Experiencing Sunday in Stornoway
After breakfast was fussing about in my room sorting out photos and writing my first entry for this blog.
Liz came over at around half ten and me, her and anne decided to head out for a walk around the island.
Well so anyways, we went for a stroll down from the hospital to town which was a fair 20 minutes walk and although all the shops were closed it was quite fun looking into the darkened window shops and see what retail therapies would be available for us. Lots of shops selling tweed. An arts centre which shows movies ever so rarely....apparently in the following week ' Journey to the centre of the Earth' and ' Dark Knight' are coming to the shows of Stornoway...whoohoo.....Looks like I will be spending more time with my DVDs and laptop.
And surprise surprise, there's actually a Boots, supersavers, woolworth, 2 computer shops and a couple of other small enterprises. I suppose I will be checking those out one of these days. An ineresting thing that I found about Stornoway was that 1) Cars here are SERIously cheap ( 700 pounds gets u a 2yr old audi...nae too bad really) 2) Pple attempting to sell their cars park them along the roadside and put up notices with details about the last MOT etc. on one of the side windows. Interesting way of doing businessm, but I suppose it must work if pple are still doing it.
After having a ramble around town we decided to head up towards Lews castle which is open a hill on the other side of the river that runs through Stornoway. Unfortunately, for safety reasons the castle is no longer open to tourists or locals to have a walk around inside. Which is a shame i suppose but the grounds of the castle are a REALLY nice walk. Nice greenery with good vantage points along the way overlooking the bay.
After that we started wandering along some paths that led along the bay and got to see some really gorgeous views of th landscap the sea and perhaps in our delusional state of missing Aberdeen we fathomed that we could actually see the mainland. Probably not but still it was just breathtaking the scenery that was around.
After our lovel 2h walk, we headed back home and just sat around the rest of the afternoon chatting. Its strange and somehow reassuring when you discover that pple that you were originally not close to have got such similar thinking to you in terms your take on certain undesirables or annoyablers in your class. I suppose it's reasurring that it's not only you who find these certain pple irksome, but in fact it's the majority of the class that finds them irksome. I suppose it proves the point that these pple naturally ooze irksomeness that effects just about anyone who comes in contact with them. Poor souls.
For dinner, Duncan Goudie, one of our fellow Aberdeen mates who's been exiled to Stornoway for GP came up the road to join us for food sampling from the malaysian chinese takeaway that was just down the road. Apparently, Ian Wilson another of our mates who's also doing GP is currently missing TV and football quite a bit and was thus unable to make it up the road to visit us. Sure hope, we don't have to clerk him into psych ward for anything.
The malaysian chinese takeaway is an alright establishment. I suppose it does get a bit of faff from the locals for actually being opn on a Sunday, but judging by the number of pple there and their phones ringing off the hook whilst we were there, I could say it was actually a sound enough business decision and that pple here really are quite thankful for them being open on a Sunday.
The streets of Stornoway on a Sunday
Lews Castle
Roosting Rook
Sunday, September 7, 2008
6/8/08 - Arriving on Steòrnabhagh of the Na h-Eilean Siar
Day 1 – 6th September 2008, Fine
This morning woke up to gray skies in
The past week has been a whole gamut of emotions ranging from severe homesickness the first few days in
Regarding jobs and such...
Oh well, I suppose they will reap what they sow.
Anyhoos, got up at 630am, got the cab to the bus station in
Pulled into ullapool and was greeted pleasantly with a nice quaint seaside town. Huge pier with it’s tiny ferry terminal. Had about an hour to spend after buying my ferry ticket (15.30 pounds for those interested) and started to do my favourite past time of taking photos of the surroundings.
That’s just the one thing about
When the ferry pulled in I was surprised for certain. It was huge. The caledonian Macbrayne ferry aptly named “ Isle of Lewis” looks more like a freight ship. Coincidentally, during our kilau meeting in
Well, the ferry is really quite big and spacious and comfortable. Lots of seats on the upper deck for your viewing pleasure during the trip and for you to sleep as well. And you can go out on deck and be windswept and all and feel the sea spray upon you as well as take in the openess of being in sea and the tiny island of the outer hebrides.
Ferry pulled into Stornoway after a 2h and 45 minute trip and I was pleasantly surprised by a very nice pick up by anne and samuel at the pier to our lovely cottage house just 5 minutes from the hospital.
My little ‘family’ for the next 7 weeks will be Anne Bean, Lee Barry, and Samuel ( Don’t know his surname ). Anne and Lee are my fellow Aberdonian classmates and Sam is the german elective student doing a year in
But it was really nice that they came by the pier to pick me up, help me get my keys from the hospital and basically help me settle down. It made me feel very welcomed and very happy. And it further proves my point and experience as a student overseas that when you are away from home, no matter if it’s
So it was a very lovely day. After arriving, I unpacked, and then Lee drove us down to the newly opened TESCO to do some major grocery shopping on my part for my supplies for the next seven weeks.
Later on in the evening, after dinner, my fellow psych ward mate, Elizabeth Mcgee, arrived on the evening ferry. Poor soul, she’s been put in a seperate house from us. Just some demographics. Each house has four rooms, a kitchen, a bathroom and a toilet and a miniature background.
So the merry band of 4
I know it’s early days to be so positive about this. But I choose to believe that this will be a good placement after all. After all, as the bible says God has plans for us all. Plans that will make us prosper and are in our best interest.
Being sent to Stornoway mght not has been the most ideal placement for me But for now I am enjoying myself and I like what I’ve experienced so far. It will be an interesting chapter in my life and that’s why I have chosen to start a little diary for this adventure that I’ve just started on.
The seaside town of ullapool
Still waters and the skies above
My ride to Stornoway
The outer hebridean islands
Stornoway from a distance
Mystical sun beams playing across calm waters
My home for the next 7 weeks
My little haven